another quick note
November 20, 2009
i just had to add this to the last post…get it out
I WISH people would appreciate what they have….the ability to move, to walk….they do not understand….I cannot help the guilt because so many people in this world cannot go one day without physical exercise and eating perfect….and me here….a year long journey already and so far ahead to go….doing nothing, sitting, breathing, eating
god, just be grateful for what one does….
forget about the world….be grateful your own self then
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November 21, 2009 at 9:52 am
Hey girl, just read your comment on my blog and I see you’re having a bit of a hard time…
I’m sorry you feel this way, it’s so hard…I know. But believe me, it’s also so much worth it. I think it’s important to dedicate a period in your life to health. That means gaining, no exercise and taking good care until you reach a healthy weight, stabilize easily AND get rid of the obsessions. See those things as your medicines. If your had another disease and could take some pills, you would take them too right? because it’s what you need…
And another thing: try not to look al others. It’s about YOU, so don’t compare (had to learn that too!). Others can exercise and move a lot, and you don’t. Simple as that:)
You CAN do this, just hold on. You will beat this, good luck girl!
xxx Julia (Taste of Living)
November 21, 2009 at 1:24 pm
Thanks Julia
But it just seems so weird and wrong. Its been 11 months and I keep thinking I am doing it all wrong cause no one knows…maybe I could do more or should do more, but convince myself otherwise…also, I have weird bowels upsets for months now that doctors dont know how to explain. I have not had a normal, healthy bowel movement in over 6 months. I feel so distraught and broken and literally forcing myself to eat. But after only the first 1 or 2 bites of something I am intolerably full. I have been low weight before like this (and gained it very very rapidly) but did not experience these bowel distresses or this full feeling the same. Doctors are useless so far….so tired of it…thanks for your help…
November 22, 2009 at 3:53 am
hey love,
thank you for stopping by my blog. you can email me here coyote_roxx@hotmail.com. sorry forgot to put it on my blog for people to email me. i am more than happy to share my stomach issues with you and how i am trying to cure them. it’s all about soluble and insoluble fiber. a website that really helped me was http://www.helpforibs.com
it involves a lot of restriction in terms of eating but i feel better than i ever have. it’s really worth a try.
hope i helped you a bit and happy to hear from you soon
neela
December 8, 2009 at 3:14 pm
Are you hanging in there?
November 24, 2009 at 8:53 pm
Hi. Thanks. THe trouble is I cant afford yoga classes and stuff. I cant afford anything but food. And I do , what , 10 or 20 minutes of the gentlest non-challenging yoga tape that i stumble with, so it seems so useles…and its not taking just a few months off…its been literally 11 months….and i have no idea when it will end….like i wouldnt be able to try 5 minutes on a bike for another 6 months +++….its so depressing and horrible…i sit all time….i thought i was nice to my sister…i just extended a request from her to tell me its okay….but she seems to keep missing that point ….i dont know….its just frustrating sometimes cause this whole ordeal has been and continues to be utter hell…thanks anyway